"how i was i was like the electricity current, where i could be free, not having any obstacles in life"
well, had science today. and i was looking at the electric circuit, i turned to jade, and both of us thought of the same thing. well, tht was wht we thought. like seriously. see, everyone definitely has problems in their life. having difficulties and all.
sometimes i think, "is God really there?" well, i know the ans MANY would say is "yes, he is." but if he really is, why doesnt he actually ans our prayers. see, we, humans have MANY MANY problems, troubles, and worries etc.. and we always pray wishing tht whatever we pray would really happen. i know prayer doesnt really work on it's on, we got to work and strive for it. troubles can be solved and all, problems too. it may take long, but you'll still get it one day. i know tht, but how about worries. you can worry about the simplest thing, like for instance, if your younger sibling is not home yet, you'll think, if ur sibling okay? why are they home so late? do you think they lost their way.. and so on and so forth. and how about the crictical illness and all. do you think they could ever get well ? well, i'm just getting worried over my grannie, well, i'm not suppose to say or tell anyone about this, but i seriously have to say it. i need to tell SOMEONE, ANYONE. well, many say i should let go, and just let her go. BUT, to me, and my family and all, we dont think it's time to let her go. all i hope is for my mum's vision to come true she'll recover in nov and recieve christ ! :D a miracle tht is, tht's wht my mum say. all i wish is to see my grannie get well ! she cant leave YET. manye may think 80 is an old age and all, BUT, i dont think so , EIGHTY isn't tht old, she's still fit as ever, but seeing her with all those tubes pierced into her body, it SERIOUSLY hurts me, cant you feel the pain if you see tht, and she seems so weak. having to depend on a machine to live. she cant move around, lying in bed ALL DAY. eating bland food and all, and in ur body, viruses attack almost everywhere. you may just leave anytime, you don't feel the pain within you, not yet tht is, oh wells. i pray, i sincerly pray.
" Dear God, i pray for my grannie. Lord, Please bless her and heal her. i pray tht you are true and your healing hand will come upon her and touch her, and she will be healed. and Lord, i pray tht a miracle will happen, she'll be healed and become a child of yours. no matter how old or how young, anyone, anyone can come to you. and Lord, i just pray tht you will also touch the close ones to tht they may come to know you. and Lord, through this month, as everyone is preparing for their exams, Lord, i pray tht you'll guide us and lead us through our revision and during the paper, we will put everything we know and can remember into use. i pray all this in Jesus name. AMEN! "